trahill

all my friends are outta town.

i might actually kill myself outta boredom soon

I'm having a hard time knockin out the script about the DR. and i need to get it over with so i can start filmin that ninja. i'm using you, lj, as usual, to get myself in the zoooone to write shit.


idk how the fuck i'm going to get all the actors i need to make this movie. i dont have many friends, and most of them are going to be working behind the camera lolol.

fuckkkkk
ingggggg
shitttttttt


i've only been feelin good when i'm high for a whiiiiile now

meaning that i need to either:

A) find out what's wrong with my and fix it

B) shmoke more weed


now, i've tried A.

and,

i've also tried B.

this isnt good.


but other than when i throw pity parties, like the one i just typed out, i enjoy myself quite a bit.

the dr in the flick is basically becoming me. which isn't good, since ppl tend to hate me at first and like me after being stuck with me lol. cause no one is gonna watch a dude they hate. but all my shit with how i set rules and standards for myself... and ALLWAYS break em or compromise or lieeeee to the ppl i love or just forget about it when i get caught in the heat of the hormone-fueled moment is showin up in this flickkkkkk.

i've been pretty pathetic this year, hopefully this lil movie will take some of that shit off my shoulders

I HAVE NO REASON TO HAVE A LIVEJOURNAL ANYMORE WTF AM I DOING I ONLY HAD IT FOR AMY WHY AM I STILL USING YOU AM I FUCKING RETARDED????


toooootalllyyyyyyyy just realised that no one can even read this but me.

wow.

i'm using this little typing spree to get me in the writing mode to kick some major ass on the major ass kicking script

loodelooooo

whats on my mind?

nothingness.

whats on your mind?

yourself.

who am i?

thomas rahill

who are you?

nobody.



fuck shit ass cock balls pussy bitch cunt cunt cunt cunt cunt. cunt. cun. cu. c.


I watched my car get keyed the other day lol. i kicked a whole in that fucker, what the fuck is a key scratch gonna do?


i'm finally back to my old tricks again and i'm very happy with that.

i'm thomas 2.0.




who the fuck are you?

jesus livejournal i left you in the desert over the past however many weeks

i have a feeling something shitty is gonna happen soon.

i'm making too much money, smoking soo much weed, and getting constant sexual attention

my life cant be this good.... i'm gonna get hit by a horse in the next week lol

Dear livejournal,

I dont need you i'm deleting yo ass

Peaaace

I fucking love making movies i fucking love making movies i fucking hate hookers i fucking love making movies

I. Love. Film.

If my life were a movie, this is the part where our hero, your humble narrator, in a moment of deep, deeeeeep undeserved pain, realuzes that shit happens, grows stronger, and becomes happy with himself and who he is, and leaves those who are destined to rot in orlando, to sit and rot and decay in this city

Nico and I's movie is fuckin bad ass. We're set.

It is now officially June 1st, and i'm feeling 6 months younger. The _______ with the hairy asshole is out of my life, and i've already started apoligizing to all the people who told me this would happen that i blew off. I almost kinda wanna give the new dude the same warnings everyone gave me but homeboy's gonna have to see it first hand over the next few months. I'm not gonna go out for revenge or anything i'm just gonna erase this longgggg nightmare from memory. Even tho this fucking rabbit is gonna remind me of it all the time, so i'm probly gonna give whiskers away :(. I feel like someones gonna send a brick thru my window or try to kick my ass, but its fine. The things i have stored on my hard drive if that ever happens will almost make it worth it.

I'm gonna start using you much more often, livejournal. I'm gonna keep you up to date so i can ask you how my teen years were later on. You've been a pretty good sport about listening to my rants.

Summer is almost here, i can taste it. I had big plans for wednesday but now that's been opened up, im thinkin about actually throwin a party to celebrate.... Idk when im gonna have an open house any time soon. Meditate on this, i shall

When one door closes, you realize how fucking stupid you were for opening it in the first place. And then you set the building on fire, and pee on the guy who built it's grave. But thats the way the cookie crumbles. I love my friends, and can't say enough good things about them for not putting a bullet in my dome over the past six months.

The paper in my hands has a list on it. A long fucking list that i've had for a coupla months now. But you know what, i'm putting this, along with all this other fucking bullshit that reeks of a brothel in my r2d2, smoking a cigarette, and going sleepy with a smile. This is the first day of the rest of my beautiful life.

June 1st, you're my best friend and i love you more than you'll ever know.

Sooooo heres my past week,

Lost my glasses, lost my chica, lost my ability to care about shitttttt, my computer Has completely crashed so now i cant work on movie stuff till august,

Blehbhfhshejsjbdmsbs i've lost my marbles

Ps, amy.... If you see this....


Olive juice

i love mah gurl

i wanna be a happy guy again. i've been doing too much tapdancing and entertaining for other people lately.

i honestly dont remember the last time i did somethin completely for myself, and i'm gonna treat myself to a present, eventually. i'm thinkin fight night round 4?

after i get ahold of that fucking bunny. i'm seriously busting my testicles to get it, so amy..... if you even read anything besides other ppls fb statuses lately... and you're reading this...... know that i love you or theres no way id go thru all this shittttt lolol

i always used to think that people who thought they were "in love" when they were teenagers were fuckin stoooopid


mannnnn was i wrong


ps, fuck you, live journal


gonna take a nap and rest up incase amy decides to swing by tonight

livejournal!

all your users lie to you!

its true.... its all lies. told to you so that when ppl re-read them later on, they believe things happened differently than they did

and dear livejournal,

i
will
kick
you
in
the
balls.


dis shits bullshit yo!
fuck school yo!
fuck you!
and fuck youuu!
and fuck you, and you, and you,

and most importantly,

fuck youuuuu for what i've become......


i'm running for dictator. once i finish this damn fuck sick twisted little movie....



ps.

i have a boner.

a big one.

with livejournal written all over it.


i'm going to the fair, and i'm fucking ecstatic. funnel cakes. freak shows. amy love. fresh air. bunnies if theres time.
G shit mang.

fuck you.












fag.

somone realllllly needs to tell my girlfriend she's dating an axe murderer. furrealz.


my favorite things right now are amy, mountain dew, the tempest by pendulum, and american beauty.

so with that being said, its safe to say that last night was amaaaaazinnggggggg

not a tonna extra bullshit like most ppl need.... just all my favorite stuff and some peace and quiet

those are the things that make me love life

live journal,

you are fuckingggg retardeddddd

your strange, you're boring, myspace is way cooler. you're the website that gets used to make people feel better when the other websites wont listen and once theyre better they blow you off to go have fun with myspace and facebook.

but its cool.... you're just an online thing so you cant help it. you're still a victim tho.

I, however, am a human, made up of carbon and water and shit

and i'm in the situation you're in.... but i can do somethin about it.

so it sucks to be youuuuuuuuu livejournal muahahaha


gonna go meditate on life and write a movie n shit.

btw, lj, my last movie is goin to staaaatesssss.... so i'm automatically at least 5th in the state. sweet shit.

tryin to write a script, bringin out some deep shit i've got goin on inside me via the main character and blah blah blah


fuck it.... i'd rathar try to make me chica giggle over IM


and i'm supposed to bring my english grade up from a 30 to an A tonight.

nottt fuckkkinnn happpeninnnn